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I Am Sorry! by motherearth01
I Am Sorry!
This is dedicated to the following members,

:iconsilenigmaarts: :iconmistraven: :iconangeliaart: :iconheavenia: :iconelchanan: :iconpaintedonmysoul: :iconjust-a-little-knotty: :icongild-a-lily: :iconenchantedwhispersart: :iconwesley-souza:

And everyone else that I may have had abruptly communicated with and blocked. I Am Truly Sorry!

I have typed out this Poem. I am not very good at them, so forgive me for my ignorance.


I Am Sorry

Friends or Foe

I wish I could hug you and tell you I am sorry,
But I don't quite know how,
To write what I must say
To end this feud that has been going on for years and days.
Words fail me because you may not believe me
And may reject, what I have to say.

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
I never meant for you to take my words or actions personally
I never meant for you to feel rejected
I never meant to make you mad
And I never meant to make you sad

Nothing good comes from conflict
And nothing positive is ever gained
Words flying to and Fro
Making two wrongs never a right

So, here I am saying, I am sorry,
And hoping some day that you will forgive me.

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Clouds- My Own Resources

Grass - www.PNGTubes.com (Closed)

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Butterflies - :iconjassy2012:
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Gosh, where do I start? I guess I need to say this first. Thank you to those of you who have tried to help me understand, the way things worked on DA. And my Apologies to those that I have not been very kind to, when I used your stocks incorrectly. I probably, would have handled the situation differently, had I not been going through personal issues at the time. And yes, I know this is not a good enough excuse.

I started DA in the year 2008 and in that time I only owned these accounts:iconnanna884: my first account here. Then I opened :iconmotherearth01: which I still own and :iconmotherearth23-stock: which I closed because I wanted to change the name but couldn't at the time. So, instead I opened :iconlove-to-share-stock: which is closed now. I opened :iconladysasha01: to get away from it all but someone ratted me out. I deactivated that account too. I opened this account :iconmotherearth001: at the time that my :iconmotherearth01: account was hacked. I deactivated that account, when I was able to use the currant account again. Just about a year ago, I opened :iconexclusivearts-studio: but did not use the account, until recently because I was not too sure whether, I wanted to close this account :iconmotherearth01: or keep it. And these are the only accounts, I have owned and still own.

I can honestly, say that my experience here on DA hasn't been easy. However, at times it has been enjoyable, for me and I enjoyed supporting and viewing your art. I have met some absolutely, wonderful members here and I have met some NOT so wonderful members. However, I am not going to focus on the NOT so wonderful members, instead I am going to Apologise to each and everyone, that I have "Hurt" with my words. I don't expect you to forgive me or even apologise.

I never enjoyed hurting anyone here and I never meant for my rantings to become personal and neither did I intend for anyone to take them personally. At the time I felt that it was the only way to prove my innocence, whenever, I was accused of something that I had done and I knew, I was not guilty of.  I NEVER intentionally, went out of my way to "Steal" or use someone else's art deliberately. I know, I have made many mistakes throughout the years by the laziness of not reading rules correctly and I take full responsibility for that. I have said some nasty things to members here, who have accused me of "Art Theft" and I have come to realise that No Matter who you are or where you're from, nobody deserves to be hurt. And at some point deserves an apology. I am not going to concentrate on what anyone has done or said to me in the past because I just want to forget about it and I am slowly learning to forgive and I would like to move on.

Let me start off with the very first member here, when I first started in the year 2008;

:iconsilenigmaarts: I apologise for using one of your "Art Images" to create my own and for mentioning you in my journals.

:iconcoyotepam: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal.

:iconmistraven: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journals and for using harsh words against you in those journals.

:iconpaintedonmysoul: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal and for attacking you about a specific photo that was uploaded by some very nasty member here a few years ago. I had NO idea that you were also a target of some evil human being.

:iconangeliaart: I am sorry for commenting on a journal against "Art Theft" which resulted in this vandette in the first place and for harsh and hurtful words. I am also sorry for mentioning you in my journals. I would just like to say, that you should NEVER have taken a private note intended for someone else and added it to your journal. You should have been the mature person and declined the jesture made by a child, to use it to destroy me. This would have prevented a lot of heartache.

:iconelchanan: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal and for harsh words I may have said.

:iconjust-a-little-knotty: I am sorry for harsh words and for adding your name to my journals. Can't understand why you turned against me and for what reason.

:icongild-a-lily: I apologise to you for harsh words when you accused me of "Art Theft" and I reacted angrily. I did not intend for you to take it personally.

:iconenchantedwhispersart: I apologise to you for joining a Facebook Group and getting a friend to send them a link to a journal. Unfortunately, they already knew your name. I had nothing to do with that. However, I realised that they were not really concerned about solving the problem between "Artist" and "Copyright Offenders" but were purely out for revenge. So, I removed myself from the group. I do not condone "Copyright Offenders" . However, I do NOT agree or like the way that some members here and on facebook treat "Copyright Offenders" who break the rules. There is no need for name calling and threatening.

 C-O-N-S-I-D-E-R-A-T-I-O-N! A very big word with VERY BIG MEANING. A word where the actions of others are not taken into account before ACTING UPON them without THINKING about it first.  And this would be on the "COPYRIGHT OFFENDERS" behalf as well as the "VICTIMS" behalf! I like to call this BALANCE and we all need to think, before we act. We are all guilty of this particular thing. We should always put ourselves in someone else's shoes first, before acting upon it, in anger.

My main concern was and still is the state of mind of these "Offenders" and I just didn't want them to go through the pain and heartache, that I myself had suffered over the years. I know, I am NO SAINT myself and I am as guilty as the next person and take full responsibility, for my actions and the manner, in which I handled my situations.

:iconwesley-souza: I apologise to you for mentioning your name in my journal recently, I did not agree with your journal in naming and shaming "Copyright Offenders" but I had to ask myself, if I was not as guilty as you were, by mentioning names myself in my journals. And I am afraid to admit that I am just as guilty. However, I did not see the good in it but I do acknowledge that it is a good thing that members should be made aware of "Stocks" that are not LEGIT. This could prevent a lot of "Stealing and bullying in the process. However in saying so, I am just afraid that these "COPYRIGHT OFFENDERS" may become a target for bullies. I commend you on your recent Journal which is an Aim to "HELP" and make NEW MEMBERS aware of how things are done legally here on DA. I thank you for that because that is all that was needed by someone who really cares for the accuser and victim of "Copyright Infringement". Someone (like yourself)had to take the initiative to help Members understand and to prevent others from becoming "Copyright Offenders". Which hopefully, will stop the bullying and name calling in the future.

You will notice that I have not mentioned a few names because I believe, I do not owe them an apology because I have NO idea what I have done wrong to them. They have basically just attacked me because they were friends with someone else, that I may have had a few words with. Ganging up on someone just because you're a friend of someone else's, doesn't make it right. If I had personally attacked you, than by all means, I apologise. And if anyone, of you were attacked from those accounts mentioned in journals and blogs etc, which I am being accused of owning, or have owned. Those accounts honestly, DON'T belong to me. You will have to look for the rightful owner or owners.

The person/persons responsible for naming those other accounts to be mine, is more than likely the ones responsible for opening them and is the one responsible for hurting you.  I have always paid, for my OWN points with my Credit cards and I have paid and helped many members with subscriptions, with my very own funds. I have NEVER stolen any ones points, from any member and neither have I ever, requested donations for points.

I apologise to the members who's Art, I have used in the past for the wrong reasons. I apologise to those who I have blocked because I felt I could no longer trust them. Over time, as I become more confident in my account again, I will unblock those members, that I have blocked. I will permanently remove all previous journals and deviations in which I may have mentioned anyone.

I want to Thank those of you who have stood by me all these years. You know who you are. I salute you for your loyalty and understanding.

Again, I apologise and I did not mean to hurt anyone of you. I wish you all A Merry Christmas and A Very Happy 2015.

I don't know how to close the comments. PLEASE DON'T COMMENT! Thank you.



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Gosh, where do I start? I guess I need to say this first. Thank you to those of you who have tried to help me understand, the way things worked on DA. And my Apologies to those that I have not been very kind to, when I used your stocks incorrectly. I probably, would have handled the situation differently, had I not been going through personal issues at the time. And yes, I know this is not a good enough excuse.

I started DA in the year 2008 and in that time I only owned these accounts:iconnanna884: my first account here. Then I opened :iconmotherearth01: which I still own and :iconmotherearth23-stock: which I closed because I wanted to change the name but couldn't at the time. So, instead I opened :iconlove-to-share-stock: which is closed now. I opened :iconladysasha01: to get away from it all but someone ratted me out. I deactivated that account too. I opened this account :iconmotherearth001: at the time that my :iconmotherearth01: account was hacked. I deactivated that account, when I was able to use the currant account again. Just about a year ago, I opened :iconexclusivearts-studio: but did not use the account, until recently because I was not too sure whether, I wanted to close this account :iconmotherearth01: or keep it. And these are the only accounts, I have owned and still own.

I can honestly, say that my experience here on DA hasn't been easy. However, at times it has been enjoyable, for me and I enjoyed supporting and viewing your art. I have met some absolutely, wonderful members here and I have met some NOT so wonderful members. However, I am not going to focus on the NOT so wonderful members, instead I am going to Apologise to each and everyone, that I have "Hurt" with my words. I don't expect you to forgive me or even apologise.

I never enjoyed hurting anyone here and I never meant for my rantings to become personal and neither did I intend for anyone to take them personally. At the time I felt that it was the only way to prove my innocence, whenever, I was accused of something that I had done and I knew, I was not guilty of.  I NEVER intentionally, went out of my way to "Steal" or use someone else's art deliberately. I know, I have made many mistakes throughout the years by the laziness of not reading rules correctly and I take full responsibility for that. I have said some nasty things to members here, who have accused me of "Art Theft" and I have come to realise that No Matter who you are or where you're from, nobody deserves to be hurt. And at some point deserves an apology. I am not going to concentrate on what anyone has done or said to me in the past because I just want to forget about it and I am slowly learning to forgive and I would like to move on.

Let me start off with the very first member here, when I first started in the year 2008;

:iconsilenigmaarts: I apologise for using one of your "Art Images" to create my own and for mentioning you in my journals.

:iconcoyotepam: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal.

:iconmistraven: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journals and for using harsh words against you in those journals.

:iconpaintedonmysoul: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal and for attacking you about a specific photo that was uploaded by some very nasty member here a few years ago. I had NO idea that you were also a target of some evil human being.

:iconangeliaart: I am sorry for commenting on a journal against "Art Theft" which resulted in this vandette in the first place and for harsh and hurtful words. I am also sorry for mentioning you in my journals. I would just like to say, that you should NEVER have taken a private note intended for someone else and added it to your journal. You should have been the mature person and declined the jesture made by a child, to use it to destroy me. This would have prevented a lot of heartache.

:iconelchanan: I am sorry for mentioning you in my journal and for harsh words I may have said.

:iconjust-a-little-knotty: I am sorry for harsh words and for adding your name to my journals. Can't understand why you turned against me and for what reason.

:icongild-a-lily: I apologise to you for harsh words when you accused me of "Art Theft" and I reacted angrily. I did not intend for you to take it personally.

:iconenchantedwhispersart: I apologise to you for joining a Facebook Group and getting a friend to send them a link to a journal. Unfortunately, they already knew your name. I had nothing to do with that. However, I realised that they were not really concerned about solving the problem between "Artist" and "Copyright Offenders" but were purely out for revenge. So, I removed myself from the group. I do not condone "Copyright Offenders" . However, I do NOT agree or like the way that some members here and on facebook treat "Copyright Offenders" who break the rules. There is no need for name calling and threatening.

 C-O-N-S-I-D-E-R-A-T-I-O-N! A very big word with VERY BIG MEANING. A word where the actions of others are not taken into account before ACTING UPON them without THINKING about it first.  And this would be on the "COPYRIGHT OFFENDERS" behalf as well as the "VICTIMS" behalf! I like to call this BALANCE and we all need to think, before we act. We are all guilty of this particular thing. We should always put ourselves in someone else's shoes first, before acting upon it, in anger.

My main concern was and still is the state of mind of these "Offenders" and I just didn't want them to go through the pain and heartache, that I myself had suffered over the years. I know, I am NO SAINT myself and I am as guilty as the next person and take full responsibility, for my actions and the manner, in which I handled my situations.

:iconwesley-souza: I apologise to you for mentioning your name in my journal recently, I did not agree with your journal in naming and shaming "Copyright Offenders" but I had to ask myself, if I was not as guilty as you were, by mentioning names myself in my journals. And I am afraid to admit that I am just as guilty. However, I did not see the good in it but I do acknowledge that it is a good thing that members should be made aware of "Stocks" that are not LEGIT. This could prevent a lot of "Stealing and bullying in the process. However in saying so, I am just afraid that these "COPYRIGHT OFFENDERS" may become a target for bullies. I commend you on your recent Journal which is an Aim to "HELP" and make NEW MEMBERS aware of how things are done legally here on DA. I thank you for that because that is all that was needed by someone who really cares for the accuser and victim of "Copyright Infringement". Someone (like yourself)had to take the initiative to help Members understand and to prevent others from becoming "Copyright Offenders". Which hopefully, will stop the bullying and name calling in the future.

You will notice that I have not mentioned a few names because I believe, I do not owe them an apology because I have NO idea what I have done wrong to them. They have basically just attacked me because they were friends with someone else, that I may have had a few words with. Ganging up on someone just because you're a friend of someone else's, doesn't make it right. If I had personally attacked you, than by all means, I apologise. And if anyone, of you were attacked from those accounts mentioned in journals and blogs etc, which I am being accused of owning, or have owned. Those accounts honestly, DON'T belong to me. You will have to look for the rightful owner or owners.

The person/persons responsible for naming those other accounts to be mine, is more than likely the ones responsible for opening them and is the one responsible for hurting you.  I have always paid, for my OWN points with my Credit cards and I have paid and helped many members with subscriptions, with my very own funds. I have NEVER stolen any ones points, from any member and neither have I ever, requested donations for points.

I apologise to the members who's Art, I have used in the past for the wrong reasons. I apologise to those who I have blocked because I felt I could no longer trust them. Over time, as I become more confident in my account again, I will unblock those members, that I have blocked. I will permanently remove all previous journals and deviations in which I may have mentioned anyone.

I want to Thank those of you who have stood by me all these years. You know who you are. I salute you for your loyalty and understanding.

Again, I apologise and I did not mean to hurt anyone of you. I wish you all A Merry Christmas and A Very Happy 2015.

I don't know how to close the comments. PLEASE DON'T COMMENT! Thank you.



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